Tuesday, June 10, 2008

My First Blog....Lets start with an "About Me"!


I guess the “About me” has to be an essential post…..coz I’m no celebrity that u’d know me by name. So here’s an introduction to myself.
Right, me – First of all I’m a Piscean….and that, I think says it all….because until now I’ve not been able to find no single trait of a Piscean that doesn’t relate to me.
Like all Pisceans, I’m pretty simple at first glance. My first impression is always almost the same-gentle, patient and malleable. And I couldn’t agree more. In a few words, I’m friendly, compassionate and sensitive to the feelings of those around me, and I usually always respond with reasonable sympathy and tact to any suffering that I encounter. I’m popular with all kinds of people…popular as in go along with….because of my easy going attitude, affectionate and submissive nature and also partly because I offer no threat or challenges to stronger or more exuberant characters. As in I’m hardly competitive…and though my parents consider this as a negative quality, I feel I’m happy without it…doesn’t get me any frustration at the least.
I always accept the people and the circumstances around me and suit myself accordingly…rather than making them adapt to me….and this isn’t due to my in-capability to do so…its just that I co-operate well. I would rather wait patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out instead of taking initiative in doing so. Basically I’m patient-that’s it. Infact I’m more readily concerned with other’s problems than with my own. And its my belief that I’m a pretty good advisor for others. But when it comes to me myself….then none of my “advising talent” works….and I don’t know where to run!!
Some people just might think I’m weird….at least my opposite door aunty definitely thinks so…bcoz she’s seen me talking to myself loads of tyms. But I tend to be too otherworldly sumtyms. I mean at tyms I just exist with myself, just emotionally rather than rationally. And at tyms even my frendz are like-yeah mohana…shes always lost….But that’s who I am.
I simply hate discipline and confinement. NO-I cannot live a nine-to-five routined life. And trust me I’ve tried doing that loads of time before my boards….but sry, didn’t work. Bcoz I feel in between I need to be given my own space….lets say a solitude to dream in…..well, watevr…too much psychological explanations.
I love observing and listening rather than talking. And even though I’ve every new idea popping up in my head every few seconds I tend to keep them quite and later maybe experiment them on my own.
Coming to personal relationalships, I’m very little demanding. I’m never egoistic in relationships and too delicate with it at times. I can be intensely loyal and faithful towards my partner and in turn expect the same from him. And that’s the most I ask- to be faithful. Well, there are a whole lot of other qualities I would want…like after watching my mom n dad…I would definitely want him to be ambitious and less emotional…but anyway…its really hard to define a person that way.
I’m also a multifaced person….As in at tyms I can be totally girly…fuss about things, worry about my nailpolish coat and discussing about the new skirt I recently got….and then again at tyms I can totally be unlike that-carefree….leave my room in a mess, fight with my brother(as in physically) and talk about basketball techniques. Yeah-but main thing is I enjoy doing both…n I hate the stereotypical attitudes…ppl who stick to one identity all along…so, if u’d call me a hypocrite, I’d just ignore u.
My negatives point would be that I’m a great escapist and sumtyms too idealistic.
Greatest weak point would be that I’m too easily led or influenced by others….and that has and will continue to create havocs in my life. I hate being criticized and wanna be loved….no, I’m no attention seeking types…but I really love when I’m being appreciated.

Rite-that’s enough I think. I mean now u sure have an idea about me. I’ll write bout this topic again when I figure out myself better.

If u’ve had the patience to read thru the whole thing….Thanks!

Buhbye….till I write again!!